The world has taught us to only celebrate joy
and the brighter life but it never teaches you how to embrace pain, accept pain as
a transition tool and how to go through pain.
Everyone is predisposed to say “cheese” when
taking pictures even if deep inside a war wages; threatening to tear them apart.
We have our societal masks always in
place; ready to show everyone everything is perfect when we all know perfection
is only an illusion.
And living this way stops us from seeing the
lessons attached to pain.
I used to be that way, live in denial that
life will always be rosy and am not saying I am a cynic now; I just have a
better understanding of reality.
I know what it means to rain and rain really
hard and I also know how to go through drought and feel the cracks in your soul;
wondering when the rain will fall again; watching the skies with anticipation and
hope.
I know what it means to have and not to have.
I know what it means to smile from the depth
of my heart and cry from the depth of my soul; rendered with anguish and
despair.
I know all that now.
Yes I have been broken, exposed to harsh
sunlight but do you know what all these harsh conditions did to me?